Dealing with people now a days is dealing with children for god sakes. People will tear you up. People will mess with your mind. You never know what you will expect from people especially online. You are dealing with people you have no clue what they look like or how they talk or anything. I learned my lesson with that one. Being a Clay Aiken fan is tough. Because you never know what you are dealing with. You never know what to expect since you don't know the person you are talking to or how they will act when they really see you in person and know the real person behind that computer screen. I found that out the hard way. Being friends with someone you never met and have no clue who they are is a real treat. I, for myself, have been tarnished over everything possible by people like that. Well I learned my lesson not to buy tickets online from the fans because of how much I make at work. Because even if you pay little by little they will attack you no matter what. I learned that the hard way. Some of them are actually nice when you meet them in person, but some are not. Especially the fans who are friends with you and they talk behind your back and you don't know that until someone else who is friends with them hears stuff about you. That is a harsh way to do that to someone. People also believe what people say. For me, people think I'm this "serious" person. I'm actually not. I have been saying things that I would never do honestly. Such as an issue like I will write a check just to get a picture with Clay Aiken for broadway cares last year. That is never true. I was being a silly person. I was acting out with tears. That is a way I knew I can be an actress too. People actually believed that I was going to do that. hahahahaha. Silly people. It was a joke! HA! HA! HA! Honestly I would never bounce a check ever again! lol. Another issue I thought to myself is that never trust people. If you do, look out on what you are getting yourself into too! I trusted people and never again will I do. What you say is going to get twisted into something else. Honestly I would never say anything bad about a person or a group. If you guys are reading this HELLO! HONESTLY! I NEVER TALK BEHIND PEOPLE'S BACKS! NOT EVEN YOURS! This is my honest blog to all the claymates out their who actually listen to me! All of these issues people are saying about me that I "use" people ain't true. I have a job. I pay for everything I get. That's why I "have" a job in the first place. To "pay" for everything I "get". I don't honestly taking money from other people isn't "my thing". It is a feeling I have when someone offers money to me. I hate it. Blah. I like working for my money and spending it because it's my way of saying "I did something good and I did it for myself" kind of thing. People are treating me like I am some criminal. That is so IMMATURE! Another thing is that people also need to plan something if something goes wrong. I got blamed for something someone did. It's NOT MY FAULT! Oh yeah. People do run out of money and that money I used to see Spamalot that night was actually my mom's money because she knows I like seeing Spamalot since it's my home away from home. HONESTLY MY MOM ALSO DOESN'T LIKE PEOPLE SHE DOESN'T KNOW STAY AT MY HOUSE! People don't understand that. This so called person wanted to see if they can stay over my house since they didn't plan ahead of time on their actions of going into New York City. PLAN AHEAD! PLAN A PLAN B FOR GOD SAKE! Don't depend on people! Gosh! I hate people like that! OH YEAH! DON'T DEPEND ON PEOPLE WHO ARE YOUNGER THEN YOU! YOU KNOW SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN! GET THE PICTURE! Oh yeah. Reminds me about my picture from the broadway cares this year with Clay Aiken. That was actually a gift from a friend of mine! GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT PEOPLE! I also hate people who say I curse. I never cursed in my life! It's a sin to me if you curse. So, believe what you believe. Well this blog will be even longer if I keep rambling on, but I just wanted to let everybody know how my issues people have with me aren't TRUE! Thank you for reading my blog!
-Nichole M. Del Toro
